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Its All About YOU

May 27, 2012 Prashant 38 comments

I got my 1000^th hit today!

If you are reading this – then it’s only because of YOU that I found this moment in time to cherish life with my sensitivity and your words of appreciation.

Thank YOU so much.

Well, I feel – escalated, overwhelmed, jubilant, gratifying and motivated.

But, there is this certain numbness that is slowly yet evidently creeping inside.

I never said I’ll be undertaking a journey in an effort to find myself. I was not fighting bewilderments that plague my cerebral rationale. I was not pretentious. I was not lonely. I, surely, was not good at creating an aura of words that would sound humble and solicitous.

So, what was it that I was looking for? I mean there has to be a reason for things to happen, right?

The reason, I felt worth a belief, was YOU.

As I wandered in this mysterious world of Blogging, I found that it had been graced by so many brilliant, intellectual and powerful Bloggers who had the passion of Blogging in the purest form achievable.

I came across verses depicting the amalgamation of beautiful contrasts.

I read accounts of zealous handlings of the complicated challenges life could throw.

I devoured poems about God, Love, Strength, Mother, Struggles, Attitude, Heart Breaks and so many addictive illustrations.

I read articles where YOU endeavored so sincerely and ardently to share your truest feelings without any inhibitions.

Astonished and in awe – I did the only thing I could do – to follow YOU.

I went through your words, felt the bliss, believed in the pain, exhumed the surprises and lived the moment.

The numbness was of the quandary that how should I impress YOU enough so that YOU would grace me with your presence, again?

I only figured out one solution – to present my soul in the bare minimum ornamentation and bleed with the aroma of honest expressions.